Forgotten.. but now shining!

Crazy, random, happy gamer with the dream of becomming a game and character designer myself.
I remember when i did a lots of designs, monsters and such...
I forgot that person, yet she was me.. The real me.

I tried to make my friend proud, i was so obsessed with the thought, i didn't even realise it myself.
Wanting to have hobbies like him and such, yet getting depressed when i realised i have no talents for them D:

I'll be spending a lot more time on drawing from now on, but this time, drawing what i WANT, what i desire, what i love.. my dreams. Maybe i give up on guitar, i have no money to waste.. i want a damn digital drawing-tablet and start drawing for real!!

My friend made me see myself again, simply by telling me that he wants to make game characters and such. I forgot, that this was the very reason why i liked him from the very beginning anyways. Strange how it is him, who closes my eyes, yet opens them for me again, and makes me a lot more proud of myself...

I started right away, a quicky picture, but im kinda likin it, because i could never draw so quick lol.

It's obviously a design for a lancer. Yea, it's a bit crappy, but hey, made in 8 mins (while spending only 3 mins on the whole thing itself! the rest 5 mins were just uh, correcting stuff, the anatomy a bit x'D..)
link to bigger view: http://img192.imageshack.us/img192/5180/foto0051a.jpg

What do you think? it's just a "overview" not the real thing. i plan on making various and detailed once i get the hand of drawing armors again xDD
I know i suck in drawing hands in the correct size, it's probably because i have tiny hands that i draw everything with small hands myself. i pretty much relate my drawings to my own body D8

bla bla enough of my own personality 'n' sh*t xD

thanks for reading x3