Art-trade, studying and sh*t ... =.='

Sunny day, boring as hell, waiting for a dear friend to give me a sign he's alive lol...

I have a art-trade, problem is, i can't draw kids.. and worst of all i can't draw BOYS, they all look like freakin girls =.='
So yea, i've scribbled, scribbled and scribbled my ass off, and still can't get the boy look like a boy, lol >.>'
I'm freakin clueless what to do, and i don't really feel like drawing :/ Although i have a HUGE list of drawings that need to be done :/
Maybe i should just give up... Art doesn't seem to fill me with joy anymore, it just stresses me out.

I wanna do something much more sense making, like psycology o.O At least i do something that makes me feel like the savior of the day for 10 minutes :'D
Doing arts i'm just like "I hate you, you look awful, i'm gonna torn you apart you piece of %@&§!.." So yea, i'm really starting to give up on any hobby i have so far. My motivation is absolute ZERO and i'm depressed >.<

Maybe i'm just having too high hopes on myself? Perhaps..
Or.. maybe i just want someone to notice what i do... but he never does... YEP! That's definately it! I'm trying to get some pride from him but i don't get it = I am NOT amused...
On top of that he's pretty much absent when i feel like talkin' to him. And if he is, i barely get a chance to say what i want. Or probably because i know he's just gonna say "oki o.O" but doesn't look at it TT___TT *whimmer*

/rant+drama end

Now to the happier stuff. Last night i looked through some good and funny videos to make my day's last laughs to brighten up a bit after all the day's stress.

this one is beyond funny, i still laugh my ass off every time i see this, it's HILLARIOUS!! x3

I watched this again last night, i first saw it last summer. It's pretty funny aswell x3

I looove this commerical, i accidently found it when i misclicked it on my dad's netbook, which is in arabic (Yes, my dad's a egyptian, im a total mixrace: 25%arabic, 25%asian (< from my dad's side) , 25%scandinavian, 25% western-european (< from my mom's side) D8)

Well i hope things get better tomorrow, or by the evening. I probably just need a good chat again xD i'm such a chatty person, really xDD

Thanks for reading my "novel" ^^ Hope those vids were funny :3